I've been a mess lately
not a cute mess either
not the kind of mess created
by
loving something so much I just
can't get enough of it
~
Its been said
we create our own reality
and from my point of view
there is good and bad in that
possibility
~
on the one hand
it speaks of endless
possibilities and opportunities
it speaks of personal power
and the impact of our choices
~
on the other hand
it speaks of frustration and
confusion
when
with best intent and hard work
hopes and dreams
crumble before our eyes
~
It is then
that I must remember the BIGGER
picture
the one that is focused on
growing the soul not comforting the ego
~
so I shake my head and dust myself off
and with confident uncertainty
take another step into the
unavoidable adventure
to discover who I really am.